17 days

Time is going faster and faster.

I want to go but still I want to stay.

I want to live my dream as an au pair. I want my hostfamily be part of it.

Can't wait to meet you all.

This dream began already two years ago.

And now it will be true.

Finally.

The song of the day would be Evanescence's Lost in Paradise.

But it hasn't been released yet.

But we have youtube.

You can go there and listen to it if you want.

It's beautiful song.

I just fell in love with it.

A song that makes me cry.

Lost in Paradise by Evanescence

I've been believing

In something so distant

As if I was human

And I've been denying

This feeling of hopelessness

In me, in me

All the promises I made

Just to let you down

You believed in me but I'm broken

I have nothing left

And all I feel is this cruel wanting

We've been falling for all this time

And now, I'm lost in paradise

As much as I like the past

Not to exist, it still does

And as much as I like

To feel like I belong here

I'm just as scared as you

I have nothing left

And all I feel is this cruel wanting

We've been falling for all this time

And now, I'm lost in paradise

Run away,
run away

One day we won't feel this pain anymore

Take it all away

Shadows of you

Cause they won't let me go

So I have nothing left

And all I feel is this cruel wanting

We've been falling for all this time

And now, I'm lost in paradise

Alone, and lost in paradise